Wednesday, August 26, 2009
i choose not to stoop down to your level.
i guess you have the right to be immature.
because after all, wisdom & maturity comes with age & experience.
as much as you try to pretend that you're "all grown up", HA!
I laugh at your miserable efforts, it takes time hunn. lots of it.
scratch that, you probably just dont know better.
I thought we were BOTH trying to leave it behind.
I was starting to feel guilty that I'm not TOTALLY over it & still trying.
I'm so stupid, because you weren't even trying in the first place.
Don't get me wrong, because I'm not mad, FAR from it, actually
Just.. disappointed. why was it this time ? what did I do wrong this time.
If we didnt HAVE TO get along, i woulda bun this shit. LONG TIME AGO.
but we have to, so we gotta make it work. for other people's sake.
All I can see is that you don't care.
I'm glad i'm one of the people who can see this side of you.
because all you ever show is your "innocent-can't-harm-a-fly" side.
we both know you're WAY more than that.
so whatever. from this day on,
if you're fake, or you just act like I'm not there.
I'll think to myself "ruuude tings"and move on.
because you don't deserve even a little bit of my time.
if you're done trying. then so am i.