Lost to Love
Sunday, July 26, 2009
Matthew 6:21, “For where your treasure is, there your heart will be...'
I'm not supposed to reminisce, things are going GREAT...I just can't help but blame myself for how they say you've turned out
like it's my fault.. like I could've done something to make you better.
to make you stay . to let you love.
I can't help but think it's my fault.
to think that I was being selfish.
but, I loved you, still do.
just not the way you wanted me to.
I know I broke your heart. and Im sorry I did.
I just couldnt bring myself to lie, both to you, and myself.
it's been a LONG time since we've talked,
or had ANY sort of communication.
and i miss you♥
I know, we left those loose ends,
never tied them up.
it would be nice..
to hear from you again.
so, im taking the first step.
and telling you i miss you.
the rest.. is all up to you.
if this fails, I just want you to know.
thank you, for everything.
you'll always be a part of me.
promise♥
