Lost to Love
Sunday, July 26, 2009
Matthew 6:21, “For where your treasure is, there your heart will be...'I'm not supposed to reminisce, things are going GREAT...
I just can't help but blame myself for how they say you've turned out
like it's my fault.. like I could've done something to make you better.
to make you stay . to let you love.
I can't help but think it's my fault.
to think that I was being selfish.
but, I loved you, still do.
just not the way you wanted me to.
I know I broke your heart. and Im sorry I did.
I just couldnt bring myself to lie, both to you, and myself.
it's been a LONG time since we've talked,
or had ANY sort of communication.
and i miss you♥
I know, we left those loose ends,
never tied them up.
it would be nice..
to hear from you again.
so, im taking the first step.
and telling you i miss you.
the rest.. is all up to you.
if this fails, I just want you to know.
thank you, for everything.
you'll always be a part of me.