Off the records
Friday, May 1, 2009
cant sleep. why ? i dont knoooow.
i could be more productive than this, I know I can. but why am I loafing on all this. I swear, May is here, and June is not too far off. after this summer.. another "chapter" of my life begins, and I dont know if I'm ready.
I'm not even too sure if I'm in the mood to rant right now. the future, is foggy. I dont want to expect anything, because I dont want to be disappointed in the end.
UGH. so much to think about, and so much emotions that come along with it.
I like my life, but once in a while, we all need to step back and look at the bigger picture, the one that combines our past, with our present and ultimately affects our future. The picture that can tell us so much if we just look in the right place. But for me, right now, this picture is blurred, and I need to get away.
Sleep, it's my only escape off reality.