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Mmm watcha say ?

So let me in
give me another chance
To really be your girl.
Cause when the roof caved in
and the truth came out
I just didn't know what to do
 But when I become a star
we'll be living so large
I'll do anything for you
 So tell me boy
mmmm watcha say ?

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Friday, May 1, 2009

cant sleep. why ? i dont knoooow.

i could be more productive than this, I know I can. but why am I loafing on all this. I swear, May is here, and June is not too far off. after this summer.. another "chapter" of my life begins, and I dont know if I'm ready.

I'm not even too sure if I'm in the mood to rant right now. the future, is foggy. I dont want to expect anything, because I dont want to be disappointed in the end.

UGH. so much to think about, and so much emotions that come along with it.

I like my life, but once in a while, we all need to step back and look at the bigger picture, the one that combines our past, with our present and ultimately affects our future. The picture that can tell us so much if we just look in the right place. But for me, right now, this picture is blurred, and I need to get away.

Sleep, it's my only escape off reality.